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(no subject) [Nov. 30th, 2009|12:17 pm]
You, for being one of the best parts of my life
and proving it over and over again.



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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2009|11:08 am]
how much would you do for the people you love?

its that time of the year again, i dont know this was a pretty random thought after pervert pm me on fb. lol i realised fb msg tool is very useful! my thoughts are pretty incoherent now, cos i had a pretty eventful week. with things plunging to a valley-low to having new visions and dreams. i dont know but i feel everything lies with me now and how much i really want to do (for others for myself) it feels really terrible having to keep this thing that im really psyched over from everyone but feel its better to firm things up first. fuck i know this is not going to be easy so im keeping my fingers super crossed. also, i might have helped a new friend get her hopes/job so its a pretty awesome feeling cos i know how she feels in this kind of situations. hope things go well for her. also, realising people do care about you and cherish the friendship between, thats a pretty awesome feeling too. okay u might have a tough time trying to decipher wht ive just written im torn between the line of public and private. hope i'll be back with a clearer answer. in the meantime, think about that statement up there and yeah, im going for this CHOICE camp this weekend, it pretty much emphasized on what i have just written. hope i'll come back as a better person. and oh, really you dont know what your limits are until you test it. i always had problems starting with plans yknw with the gridlines and all but i went for a test( i need to churn up plans within a stipulated timeline) this week with the intention to leave and say 'sorry i cant do this' when i saw the plan to 'okay whatever just do it' to 'OMG did i just finish it?' and getting called up later for a second round of interview. now, we'll just see how it goes from there.

akk's back in camp at 0700 this morning so my weekend has ended, somehow.
yesterday was great though. we drove around for the whole day checking out some stuff, church and had a KFC dinner with my cousin cos he was feeling upset BTW he's 4 with my granny and the maid(funny how shes known as THE maid) and then had a DVD marathon at home, sth we haven done for the longest time. now ive got work to do, yeah im gonna challenge myself to finish that plan at a stipulated time(thats the thing abt doing freelance i sort of take my time cos im removed with the pressure of being checked now and then) and do up a sample board! aye i gotta settle down to work after brunch later.
have a good week ahead.

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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2009|05:25 pm]


finally!
I sent out my first CV and portfolio today after such a long period of preparation.
no joke, it was a pretty rocky journey. from trying to find softwares to prepare my portfolio till now. i even had a meltdown yesterday cos i didnt know how to save my files in pdf without them shooting up to file size of MB from KB and how to combine them in one single pdf file. And I was seriously not happy with sending them out in Jpg because I know it'd be damn hard to read and definitely not as good as pdf and i felt it shows how sensitive I am to details as a person/designer. But I was on the verge of giving up and I told Akk why not I just send them in jpg and Akk was like, 'time is on your side, why dont you slowly ask around and send those stuff out in good condition rather than rushing to send something not as good?'
Then I saw 'Heaven helps those who helps themselves, we just have to do our best' on a freaking Arirang channel. So just conveniently I asked my uncle about it and he came to my rescue; the problem was solved within a few min. I haven't worked so hard through problems for a long time since school time, school's made me tough but I've since weakened in my resolute.

I got up very early today and prepared these documents feeling like I've done my best and I'm ready to send them out now. Keeping my fingers crossed, I hope to find somewhere I'd like to be in this time. Wish me luck okay?

 

 

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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:02 pm]

Korea 2009 Day 01

ahn-young-ha-seh-yo!
im back from korea!

although there were several hiccups during the trip i managed to come home with happy buys and presents for the lovely ones, and of cos invaluable memories that will stay with me for the rest of my life. pity i didnt have that much time to shop and shopping was done in the hastiest manner with limited timeline, we were still rushing from one end of the airport to the other to find FaceShop counter 15 min before boarding time!(note counter and not shop). major gain from the trip would be the art and importance of skincare/personal wellbeing which got us coming back with 09240348 masks/emulsion/serum and me feeling inferior of my skin condition(i think its too dry and not flawless and not glowing now haha). i love korea, i love how i can dress up without feeling overdressed over there, i love how the country came a long way; how their past made the people strong and how diversified their culture is(with influence of china and japan). there was just so much to see, so much to experience, so much to buy there i think 8days wasnt enough. the trip encompassed 4 main areas, Incheon, Daegu, Jeju and Seoul so travelling took some time, we had to fly to Jeju from Daegu even. so here's a visual journal to take you through the lovely country and  I'm thinking of making a free&easy trip to Seoul in the near future, who's with me?

arriving at Incheon International Airport at 630am local time,
 cold wind freezing my legs off

no this photo's not up on fb, haha and no im not going to post mine up.
my mum learned it from korean drama yo!


hey i make a good korean wife, koreans are so particular about kimchi-making,
they've got a public holiday(nov) for family to get together and make kimchi


in hanbok! this set means im waiting to get married hahaha


first hotel we stayed in during the trip, Pheonix Ski Resort,
very popular choice of accomodation during winter as the name suggest.
the view outside our room is to-die-for!
 

off to BlueCanyon


will be back with more updates i promise! ive been really busy with packing and unpacking for the past 2days.
check out fb for more pictures!

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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2009|10:34 am]

dear diary,

one entry and im off to korea, the trip's seriously long awaited. we've booked the trip about two mths before. im totally psyched for the trip, being my first experiences for many. ive got this weird thing that i dont like to visit a country twice, that i cant get lost in the excitement for something new. that aside, i havent been travelling with my family for a long time, since i've.. erm grown up. so its a total new experience that while im more aware of whatever's going on and taking care of certain stuff myself, there's sheer comfort in knowing i'll be well taken care of during the trip. and, singapore's been so hot lately! my aunt and i were joking that we're like going there to avoid the summer (bi shu), its autumn there and about 8-15deg now. im still kinda clueless how much should i wear for my body constitution. the last time, my mum totally dressed me up cos i was a girl and i saw the photos i looked like a damned dumpling. packing's tiring, its the trying of clothes that im bringing there that's tiring haha since i just sat there and stared at the maid while she packed everything in nicely. there's a last bit of packing to clear up, like facial wash/toothbrush. the flight's about 8hours, i think i havent taken such a long flight before cos they always planned transits.

bon voyage to me.


nat



 

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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2009|11:10 pm]
i have been thinking about..








doing graphic design instead.
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2009|06:25 pm]
note to self: NEVER EVER cut your hair just because you're bored/your hands are itchy!! now i look like a retard kiddo, why oh why did i even think of doing that? that aside, dressupcoolies launching 3rd collection next week, keep a lookout for it k! :)


pictures from lari's 21st! awesome brunch at botanics yo!

 




to the one and only pervert in the world :)
our partnership which started from qiang wei zhi lian episode 23, haha and you lustfully told me to watch it to see ella's kissing scene. then with our unique dates going to places like little india and i starving all the way cos the food there's just not to my liking and then us having swensen's icecream feeling so emo we felt we wasted our money. you and fifi springing a bday surprise for me at compasspoint(i still have the posters and your letter, which i read it whenever i feel sad). the countless shopping dates which you made me walk and starve(haha!). going to mass/novena services tgt and you asking for prayers from me! thank you for being such a dear friend and literally through the ups and downs in my life, i know you're there thinking of me now from your ntu hall while looking at the boy who studies till 4am in the morning(dont stress!) and see you soon. xoxo
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2009|09:07 pm]
i hope the week ahead will be better. i had a pretty bad lackadaisical week, feeling not in the least motivated and inspired about anything, say in the least hopeful of come what may. i kept having bad dreams about bad stuffs and it got me waking up at the wrong side of the bed on several mornings. maybe its the anxieties kicking in that im about to end my sabbatical, maybe its just pms(i seriously hope this's the case). oh wells, on a happier note, ive got some stuffs settled, like settling some procedures for the upcoming trip, currency exchange, scanned my A3 posters(OMG its $8/piece!!) and a new ipod cos my old mp3's somewhat gone case i cant believe i havent been listening to real music for almost 3mths and im feeling motivated to go jogging with it. all thanks to akk for all of these. amidst of shits that's happened in my life, i am lucky to have your love.

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500 days of summer & orange bowl with the girls next week !
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far and few between [Oct. 6th, 2009|11:32 am]




the twist sign is in! haha maybe just in TBG. clique meeting after sucha longgg time. good to see them still in one piece, esp tham!

whats on lately;
+ bought a nice pair of sneakepumps while shoppin with bunny! and akk says its really not bad(which is very rare), among all other stuffs i bought! shopping with her's sinful cos she always says 'BUY LOH!'
+ am currently playing Cafe World and i havent been able to leave fb for the past hour. trying very hard to earn money to buy windows!(ive sold all of them to buy heart-shaped tables and chairs(DAMN DUMB) so would you be my neighbour?
+ caught Romasanta, The Werewolf Hunt on latenightshow on channel5, interesting show! though im not into werewolves UFO those mythlegend stuffs but i like the settings, the whole atmosphere of the show. cant believe i stayed up till 230(way past my sleeping time!) just to finish the show, normally i dont just catch whats on the tv but i see whats on later on the tv then i watch. (ok some random stuffs)
+ secured a space @ Flea-tique Late Night Edition on 7 Nov! am looking forward, flea-ing with different bunch this time!
+ had flu vaccine, which means if i catch a flu now its highly H1N1
+ a kind soul from church gave me 10,000 Korean Won for my trip! its about SGD11 since SGD value dropped quite a bit(as he told me, probably just enough for some coffee or snacks) but this kind and thoughtful act really made my day.
+ portfolio's headin to completion!



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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2009|12:33 pm]
have been busy this week with the funeral service of akk's grandpa, not that i helped out at the service and all but rather trying to be there for akk and his family. almost the closest experience i have been with death as far as i remember because my grandparents passed away when i was really young. i attended the service with a myriad of emotions. two things that i felt really strongly about and i just wish to pen those thought down. i realised at the end of your life, when you're lying in that coffin, it doesnt matter if it's plated with gold, jems or stones. it doesnt matter how grand your funeral service is. doesnt matter.. how much possessions you'd claimed in the journey of your life. it's.. how many people you have to see you off and how much impact you made in their lives. and i can see that his grandpa is indeed fondly remembered. then.. it was the heartwrenching moment when his grandma had to see him off. remember us commenting about how sad movies like 'The Notebook' is, how sad it is to have your dearest leave before you and leaving you all alone behind? akk asked me this before ' would you prefer me or you going first?' but akk, knowing me so well thinks i would rather go first and dump him behind rather than me being dumped behind, living as a old and wrinkled and lonely and pitiful woman(this i exaggerate) haha. i guess all women think have the same sentiments no? pray his grandma's taking it better now.




in between those days, my conscience pricked me like little ants(this really uncomfortable nagging feeling) so i asked my mum to bring me along the next time she's visiting my grandma.
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